Who am I..

God bless you,

Today I will talk a little bit of my childhood, my teenage years and my young adult years.

My childhood; I was born out of wedlock and “was” a seed of adultery. I am a only child. Now you can can ask why I say I was; well you know when I accepted Jesus He turned my past into a testimony. So now I am a daughter of the most high King and He is perfect and know what He does. God doesn’t make mistakes. As I grew up my mother did everything she could so that I can have everything I wanted. But as child (grownups also) you are delicate and as people reject you and speak lies about you it hurts even more.

So there I was fighting my way into the present trying to get acceptance. I grew up hearing that I am a “bastard” (not from my mom she always loved me tried to protect me from the hurting world but it still got to me), I had to hear from brothers and sisters in the church that my dresses where oldish and so one. But still through all of my hurt God used one person a old friend as I call him to get to me. He invited me to church. To the youth service. I met God, and God began to speak to me. I was so hunger for Him that I wanted more after a while of growing in church a man came up to me. He asked me if I wanted to host e radio program for kids I replied and saith yes. There I was a kid myself speaking to other kids. God knew He had to set me apart. God grace was with me in my pain so I can have a testimony a story to share.

My teenage years: I was now in high school I was pass over the fact that people will always have an opinion towards me, so I thought. Without knowing that the seeds they planted were growing roots inside of me. Sometimes I didn’t even want to listen to what my mom wants. I wanted my own ways. I was in church but with a rebellious attitude. We got into a fight so bad one time that I thought she is rejecting me to. I began to think she doesn’t want me, she is comparing me with my nieces and so one. That is the day I decided I wanted out of this life it was hard, so I thought. I took the knife… But once again Gods grace was already there. I got afraid I was still yelling tho but they manage to take away the knife. For a cooling down and distraction I got to stay with other family.

Adult years: In my teenage years I met my husband at the radiostation. I was thirteen at the time. He saw me maybe twice before but I didn’t noticed. He was attending another church than I was so I didn’t saw him often. Only on fridays I used to go for teenage programs now. When I noticed the interest and my interest was growing we began talking. I liked him a whole lot was smitten by Him. We talked before the dating and so one. After a while we began dating years went pass by. We know each other for 11 years so in order for me to tell you everything I will need to write a book. but for now I’ll just skip a part. We moved from our homeland to Holland. We lived together for three years got a our firstborn out of wedlock. and after these three years got married.

God was every step of the way I saw my own past and I know my present; one thing we had for sure that we didn’t want to reproduce our life’s.

It went wrong the spirit of fortification was present we had to deal with that. We grew up with out hearing to often that we are loved. We wore kids that only had our mothers. What do you do when you miss a part of you. Know that God’s grace is sufficient for you. Even when your mom or dad walks out on you God is there to tell you came in my child. I love you. Hear is your place take position. God has a plan for you.

Yesterday I told about you, you are beautiful unique and made in God’s image. Today I tell you who I am and tomorrow I will tell you what I do to make it better than the past.



Family matters, only God can restore and mend situations, the broken hearted and those who lack of love. If can do it for me He can do it for you.

Be blessed.

With loving regards.



Custom made..

Good morning.. God bless you,

Today I just want you to know that no matter how far and how deep you are into your own ways, ways that maybe don’t please God that He knows a way to snatch you back if you want it.

God made you, before He formed you in the womb He knew you. You are called into greatness.

genesis 1;31


Genesis 1:31 (NIV)

31 God saw all that he had made, and it was very good. And there was evening, and there was morning—the sixth day.

You are worthy in God’s sight, you are set apart. If you love yourself enough you can love another. Love one another and do good. Don’t get weary in well doing.

Be blessed.

With loving regards,



God bless you.

This morning I want to encourage you. I want to write to you that no matter what storm your in, no matter the situation your in, no matter the waves and if there is flash and thunder… God is already there. God can bring calmness to your storm. Don’t be afraid, trust Him and He will get you out.

psalm 107;28-29

Psalm 107:28-29 (NIV)

28 Then they cried out to the Lord in their trouble,
    and he brought them out of their distress.
29 He stilled the storm to a whisper;
    the waves of the sea[a] were hushed.

I believe God for your situation in Jesus name.

Be blessed.

With loving regards,



Watch your mouth!

God bless you,

Today I want to remind you about the power that lays on the tongue. The mouth is a small part of the body but can corrupt the whole body. Life and dead lays on the power of words spoken by the mouth.

If their is no good in the heart of men, than the words that come out and their actions will testify about it. “It’s better to listen than to talk.”

Examine your heart today and let God help you take out bad language and other sinful thought that corrupts the heart.

psalms 19;14


Matthew 15:11 (NIV)

11 What goes into someone’s mouth does not defile them, but what comes out of their mouth, that is what defiles them.”

Psalms 19:14 (NIV)

May these words of my mouth and this meditation of my heart
    be pleasing in your sight,
    Lord, my Rock and my Redeemer.

Be blessed.

With loving regards,



God bless you,

Today I just want to encourage you to be grateful all the time. Start thanking those around you and show your gratitude to those among you.

Sometimes we take allot for granted and forget to thank those who choose to stand with us, or help us during the hardest time. Even if it is a listening ear or someone who help you get through the week. Be grateful for their life and that they were obedient to God. God knows your needs. As I wrote yesterday. God is always on time.

Ephesians 5-20


Ephesians 5:20 (KJV)

20 Giving thanks always for all things unto God and the Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ;

Give thanks with a grateful heart. Let your gratitude be shown.

Be blessed.

With loving regards,



You don’t call the shots!!!

God bless you,

Sometimes as people we pray God for something but we don’t have the patience to leave it in God’s hands. We think if we help Him a little bit it will go a little bit faster. You know what that is a lie, because when you “help” God you screw things up and as a result of this the process will only last longer.

God doesn’t need your help to get things done, He can help you.

Ecclesiastes 3;11,14


Ecclesiastes 3:11,14

11 He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the human heart; yet[a] no one can fathom what God has done from beginning to end.

14 I know that everything God does will endure forever; nothing can be added to it and nothing taken from it. God does it so that people will fear him.

Be blessed.

With loving regards,


Competition (no) / Vision (yes)

God bless you,

Today I just want you to know that Ministry is not based on competition. Satan thought that he could be better and is better than God. Satan was the praise and worship leader until pride filled his heart. He wanted the throne and was no longer having the same vision as God had. Than God cast him (satan) out of heaven.

In our daily life, we compare ourself to others. Sometimes fills the heart of man. They want to have the best of best forgetting that God didn’t called us to take glory for ourself but that through our being and way of life He could be glorified!



In Ezekiel 28:13-19 you can read part of the story. Satan was an Cherub angel.

In Revelation 12 you can also read a other piece of the story.

Hope you have been blessed.

With loving regards,


No matter what!

God bless you,

Want to remind you today that it doesn’t matter what happens, rejoice in the Lord, pray without ceasing and give thanks in everything. God knows; He who watches over you will neither slumber nor sleep. He is there with you every step of the way.

1 Thessalonians5;16-18


Tell yourself; “No matter what I will praise Him (He inhabits in your praise), no matter the situation God can do it (He is the Alpha and Omega), no matter the situation I will still trust Him (He is faithful) and no matter what He will NEVER leave me forsaken (He sees it all).”

1 Thessalonians 5:16-18

16 Rejoice evermore.

17 Pray without ceasing.

18 In every thing give thanks: for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus concerning you.

Be blessed. Have a wonderful weekend!

With loving regards,


He can still do it….

God bless you,

Today I want to remind you that God is the same God of yesterday, today and forever. So God is able. Jesus can still do it. You have to believe that He can! In the passage of John 11:1-44 The Bible is telling the story of when Lazarus died. Martha the sister of Lazarus abd Mary (the one who wiped Jesus feed with her hair and perfumed Him before His dead) were upset that Lazarus had to die. The reason of this was that they called Jesus, they alert Him and they told Him that Lazarus was sick and that He had to come. But at the time Jesus was with a multitude teaching them about God’s greatness. Now it came to pass that Jesus went to see Lazarus but he was already dead for 4 days. Martha and Mary angry if You had been here, “my brother wouldn’t died. This hit Jesus deeply in His heart. Than Jesus went to the grave where they laid Lazarus and ordered them to role away stone. The people there replied that he might stink because Lazarus was laying there for 4 days.

And Jesus replied: “Did I not tell you that if you believe, you will see the glory of God?”

Believe today with me that God can still do it, He will do it for you regardless your situation…God can fix your situation and His glory will be seen….



The passage of Lazarus you can read in John 11:1-44

Have a blessed day.

With loving regards,


Your past, their future!!!

God bless you,

Today I will keep it short. Just want you to know that what ones was your pain will serve as purpose to set someone free in their present and future. It will change their life. Be a blessing to someone and poor in someone who need it.


Romans 8:28

28 And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.

Don’t be afraid to poor into someone today, they need it.. Their life depends on your testimony!

Be blessed.

With Loving regards,