God bless you,
I just want to remember you that you’re not alone. God adopted you, you have been taken in. You are redeemed. He knew you would make a mess out of it so He had a plan Jesus to turn all that mess into a message, all those test into a testimony and all the trials into a triumph. On your own you couldn’t make it but because of Jesus you have found grace, favour and mercy. You have been blessed with the biggest gift one can ever ask for.
You see Jesus needed to birthed from a woman under the law. He needed to live a regular life even thou He wasn’t a regular person. He was send to set a example and to take over all the sin and die with it so you could receive redemption, so you could be taken in and be called son.
In Galatians 4:4-5 the bible says
But when the set time had fully come, God sent his Son, born of a woman, born under the law, to redeem those under the law, that we might receive adoption to sonship.
Don’t take it lightly this is the most expensive gift you have received. Jesus went through everything someone can go through to give this present to you, one you didn’t deserve. Blood was shed, He was beaten for you, They needed to be on the run with Him because he was persecuted as baby.. They called Him a whole lot of names, they even rejected Him.. But you that received Him.. You are being called son.
With loving regards,